Sometimes I think: “Life would be a lot easier if I were more upbeat. If I worked better in a group, and I wasn’t the kind of person that stiffens up when hugged. If I were positive and less critical. If I stayed on the sunny side. Life would easier if I were nice.“ I’m not […]
The first thing to go is libido. I’m not sure why this is, now. When I was younger, I used to “act out” in a sexual way: sleeping with club take-out, or with inappropriate friends, or exes best left alone. Ill-advised encounters, often while drunk. Impulse sex. In retrospect, that’s a young woman’s superpower. That […]
